I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

this is for all my monkeys and donkeys.
if you're lonely and need a friend,
and troubles seems like they never end;
just remember to keep the faith,
and love will be there to light the way.
anytime you need a friend, i will be here.
you'll never be alone again..
so don't you fear;
even if you're miles away,
i'll be here for you (:

Friday, March 24, 2006

long tones with the band was a first for me, and it was really but no less an inspiration.
because after long tones when i went out to practice la forza, the tuning between octaves were so much better. so yesterday during individuals i did more long tones, then got too dizzy so i started on the high school technical studies book and made good progress.
but today i couldn't abstain from trying out dorothy's sax. amazing grace.. and the 7th night thing. and then i picked up my instrument, which apparently wasn't too happy about being neglected, and discovered that my breath support and tone sounded like fart again.
poor tolerance man. such a let down to cgssb.
so i grudgingly admit that 31st march is starting to look bleak. the probability of my body floating down kallang river is increasing like an exponential graph.
well maybe not. i might pass on earlier. from 2 days ago, yimei wanted to throw me inside. and from yesterday, malcom started sharing the same sentiments.
hmm. i've suddenly got an incentive to practice harder. i must die a good clarinetist!
any day now.
haha.
i'm not suicidal, by the way.
just narcoleptic. from copying over all the notes from past lectures. got barely enough time to do revision at night after band.
but band still rocks.
i'm sounding quite disjointed today right. plucking random thoughts from the otherwise vacuum space.
chemistry research is distracting. but i'm thinking i should stop thinking about that interesting particle of 1,2 dibromoethene soon. must pay equal attention to physics.

i wanna make you see just what i was
show you the loneliness, and what it does
you walked into my life to stop my tears
everyting's easy now i have you here.
if only you could tell.
then again, i wouldn't want you to.
i'm praying you had a good day.

7:46 PM

reach for
the stars(:

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Stay happy
because it's so easy to fall down and never get up again.





i'm trying to catch you just in case you fall.
serious.